This album talks about my life. For four years I was searching for who I was. Turns out, there is a story behind a story, another life unseen and one that cannot be understood. When I lost my father, my mother's tears, my solitude and anger propelled me on a trip to eastern Indonesia. The people of Lombok, with good hearts and blessed to live amidst God's natural beauty, encouraged me to finish this album. The music comes from the sounds I heard while looking for myself and the lyrics tell the story of my sojourn. I am grateful to my friends and their patience and dedicate this album to those who worked on this project and do not consider material rewards to be their main priority.